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Morgan Adams ([personal profile] gimmethemap) wrote2010-07-21 10:36 pm

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That was strange, and kind of relieving -- if not in bad taste. I'm feeling much better -- and Mason's overjoyed. I haven't been able to take him on long walks lately. But the more active I've gotten, the more --

Well.

Something I said to Martha when I got back here made me think on it. I called this place home. And the more I think about it the more I think I was right saying that. This place, for all its ups and downs, for all its craziness, is my home now. Not just a home away from home. I was born off the coast of Jamaica, but it's not my home anymore. I was the last Adams to sail those seas, and I'm sure it was time for more to come and take my place. I don't think I'll ever go back.

Sometimes I start to think I really won't ever leave. Not forever.

And I don't think it's a bad thing. Maybe because I chose to come here. It might be different for others who didn't get that choice -- and for them the object, I guess, is to leave eventually. To get their second chance and start a new life.

But what about making a life here? 

[Private to West]

How are you feeling?

[Private to Billy]

Thanks for watching Mason and King Charles. ...How are you? 

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[identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com 2010-07-22 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
Like myself again.

...

I understand you left the Barge when I did?

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[identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com 2010-07-22 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
On foot? Not that there were many options you could utilise, of course... How did you manage?

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[identity profile] major-west.livejournal.com 2010-07-24 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
There was no reason to go and do that.