Morgan Adams (
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That was strange, and kind of relieving -- if not in bad taste. I'm feeling much better -- and Mason's overjoyed. I haven't been able to take him on long walks lately. But the more active I've gotten, the more --
Well.
Something I said to Martha when I got back here made me think on it. I called this place home. And the more I think about it the more I think I was right saying that. This place, for all its ups and downs, for all its craziness, is my home now. Not just a home away from home. I was born off the coast of Jamaica, but it's not my home anymore. I was the last Adams to sail those seas, and I'm sure it was time for more to come and take my place. I don't think I'll ever go back.
Sometimes I start to think I really won't ever leave. Not forever.
And I don't think it's a bad thing. Maybe because I chose to come here. It might be different for others who didn't get that choice -- and for them the object, I guess, is to leave eventually. To get their second chance and start a new life.
But what about making a life here?
[Private to West]
How are you feeling?
[Private to Billy]
Thanks for watching Mason and King Charles. ...How are you?
Well.
Something I said to Martha when I got back here made me think on it. I called this place home. And the more I think about it the more I think I was right saying that. This place, for all its ups and downs, for all its craziness, is my home now. Not just a home away from home. I was born off the coast of Jamaica, but it's not my home anymore. I was the last Adams to sail those seas, and I'm sure it was time for more to come and take my place. I don't think I'll ever go back.
Sometimes I start to think I really won't ever leave. Not forever.
And I don't think it's a bad thing. Maybe because I chose to come here. It might be different for others who didn't get that choice -- and for them the object, I guess, is to leave eventually. To get their second chance and start a new life.
But what about making a life here?
[Private to West]
How are you feeling?
[Private to Billy]
Thanks for watching Mason and King Charles. ...How are you?
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I understand you left the Barge when I did?
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Me too.
And yeah. Shortly after. Somebody had to bring you home.
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I told the Admiral to send me after you or send me home. Where I ended up was some city called Mansfield. No doubt that it was your world, though. I found that out fairly quickly. Compass pointed me in the right direction. I followed it.
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Took me about five days, give or take. Had to stop, had to deal with -- well, them. Got quieter the further away from the roads I went. Usually.
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