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114 - I'll stop flooding the Comm now.

I hope you're happy.

[Edit Following the Conversation with Sexby - AUDIO]

Unless anyone has any further objections, get this ship locked down.

I'd also like to ask that all Wardens regroup and if they haven't already, mind the status and location of their Inmates. I also move that we try to handle this as a cohesive group and try not to relegate this to any one section of the Warden populus. I'm sure some of you don't like this turn of events but the number of lives lost and attempted murders since the outset have shown we can't come up with a solution until we put a stop to the killing and preempt any other attacks.

Cooperation from Wardens and Inmates alike will see this concluded quickly, and with less pain and suffering.

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just go away. This is not helping.

Your refusal to simplify things until the Wardens could sort things out hasn't helped either.

You taking matters into your own fucking hands without consulting anyone but your own fucking mind has done nothing either.

At least, at least have the fucking courtesy not to rub this in like this was some kind of competition. Like I did not have good intentions, like I have not done everything in my power, that I believed to be right, to resolve this.

Do not mock me, for I would not and did not mock you for your opinion because I knew you at least had the right aim in mind. Tear me down, call me incompetent, tell everyone how damn useless I am, but do not mock me.

Edited 2010-02-09 22:17 (UTC)

I'm not mocking you, but as far as all that other stuff, you just did it for me.

You are mocking me.

I did my best and I did what I thought was right, and I have not stopped for two days. This is not necessary. It never was.

I will argue and debate, fine. But this is just not fair.

You called it when we first spoke. Your shoulders.

I know I did. My shoulders. I accept responsibility.

But to say that, like I... like I said what I did lightly. Like I did not care. Like I somehow knew I was doomed to failure from the beginning.

That's not holding me responsible. That is just rubbing salt on wounds. I do not have to tolerate that.

~~Well nobody told you to respond.~~

I'm just as angry as you are that this is happening. I didn't say it to have fun at your expense.

Edited 2010-02-09 22:28 (UTC)

Then who did you say it to? Why was it said at all, madam?

Because I can't do anything else!

So you expect me to follow your orders, without second thought, but the moment I come up with something to solve it, your hands are apparently tied by the invisible cords of 'Sexby is an idiot'?

Is that how this works now?

Your solution ISN'T WORKING, and the more you scramble about trying to tie up loose ends while not even bothering to get the denizens of this ship secured and accounted for, the more troublesome it's going to get. You're going to go on about how "oh, the Inmates will think it's a punishment" when that shouldn't fucking matter if it means an easier environment for everyone to gather themselves and figure out what to do next. A lot of Inmates think having to WORK is a punishment, too, but I don't see security whining about that.

I might not have been the most graceful in what I demanded, but I'm fucking RIGHT.

I merely think... I was considering the long term implications. I was considering the fact that the man who was giving me very useful information volte faced as soon as you announced your unilateral decision. I was considering the fact that, yes, it was unilateral.

you know. When the inmates resent this in weeks to come, when they resent being shut away for something that none of them had anything to do with,

I hope you are fucking happy.

I did the best in my duty. Clearly, nobody believes that is good enough. Clearly, my attempts to think things through and act reasonably and fairly, whilst trying to maintain some control were pathetic and weak.

So your hands are untied. Do what you want, tell the rest of security to do whatever you want them to. If you need a man with a gun, you know where to find me. I am done giving orders, for now.

You have done what you could and you can do no more. You cannot rule those who do not wish to be ruled. That includes Wardens.

I believe you did what you thought best and I still do.

Just...do not abandon us now.

Thank you. I do appreciate it.

If I am needed, I will help. I can afford you all that courtesy, but if nobody has faith in your strategy, I cannot enforce it, you are right. I abandon no one, madam.

Thank you. You are valuable, even if you are not leading. But just know that I would listen to you over almost anyone else on this Barge.

Again, I appreciate it. I appreciate people having confidence in me. I did what I could, that is all I can do.

Sexby. Stop.

This isn't helping.

...I really do not care.

I do everything I possibly can and this is what I get? This is it?

Everyone's nerves are shot right now and yours most of all. Close the journal and walk away.

...really, that goes for everybody on this damn vessel.

I just...

I have kept my temper for two days. Through two suicide attempts from my inmate, through six murders, through everything else.

I can take a lot. But I do not deserve to be taunted. I just do not, and I am past putting up with it.

Right. Look, I should be out of here in half an hour, and as soon as I am, you and I, we're going for a walk in CES. With guns, if you like, and we're leaving journals and communicators behind. This is for your own good, all right? I'm sure Angelica won't mind if I steal you for a soldierly confab. Can you have your business sorted by then?

No, I cannot leave Judas. Of all things, I cannot leave Judas.

I spent the whole time trying to solve everyone else's problems and paid very little attention to my own inmate's. I am staying here.

All right, good. He deserves your time, so give it to him. Let that be the focus of your attention for now. The rest will still be there when you're better equipped to handle it.

But what's going to happen? People will die. I...

I tried. I tried, and I accepted responsibility, and now it is my fault.

You were the only one who had any fucking sense about this whole fucking thing.

I went to say the very same thing and you beat me to it.

You doing all right, Claire?

Just confused and not surprised, as usual. I feel guilty complaining to you, given what happened (and I'm sorry), but in all honesty, not so great this time around. I want my uncle back during times like these.

How's the recovery coming along?

Couldn't be better.

Glad to hear it, Morgan.

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sexby's patience. ruined by suicides.

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Dude I had NO IDEA who Parker was and wasn't pissed off at during this o.o

Parker's pissed off at everyone, but more pissed off because she sees backlash coming like woah.

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